After tat, took bus to amk home, bring the snack Hubby have got for Da Jie (Christina's Mummy) to the stall den walk back home.. Da Jie say Hubby is so bad, got her fried food wan her to be fat, den she ask me to write down Dr. John contact & address for her but I still think she's pretty slim for her age le.. Asked CM to try on the shirt we have got for him.. & OMG loh.. It's already S but he wear le still loose de.. So I told Hubby, We should get Weight Gain Product for him instead.. and the Levi's staff didn't removed the price tag.. CM was like.. Huh.. So exp ah.. He will nv spend so much for a shirt.. Hubby say tat.. Nvm lah.. When it's our bday time, he know how to "做人" can liao.. Den I was like -.-".. & said : "Hubby.. How can u say that.." Den I looked @ CM & said.. Hmm.. My birthday coming in less than a month time.. HAHAHA! I'm so bad.. CM & I born in the same year but always he past his birthday den nxt month my Bday coming liaox.. I'm actually like 1 yr older that him but nah.. It's only 11 months older.. LOL.. CM cut the cake @ ard 10pm.. After tat, We took bus back to SK..

Thur - Woke up earlier than usual today as too much things happened in the office 3 days in a row.. My punch card is too outstanding thus I have to train myself to leave for work earlier.. Today.. I was even earlier than YT... Hard to see de scene.. haha~! GM actually say we should held a meeting today but drag & drag till it time to end work thus become tomorrow.. I'm so so so tired.. I tell YT how I felt till my tears rolled down my cheek.. I wiped it away & continue with my work.. Too much things happened.. 1 after another.. I think it's time to left.. Despite the high salary I'm getting now.. I still gonna let it go & restart again.. Even it was to start with a real low salary again.. I always tell myself.. Go where work is also the same.. Just bear with the stress & whatever sure be able to pass through de.. But i think it's hard.. My GM had very high expections on me despite I'm lack of experiences but still I've got a salary that no one would believe.. Eversince my increment on June this year.. Nothing much has been changed.. I still spend the same amount like what I used to in the past.. All my increment, I saved it into our joint account & give $ to mummy.. Like this, I knew one day if I was to fall like quitting my job, I would be able to climb up again easier.. Just that, we would have slightly a little lesser saving.. Hubby told me.. No matter how.. We will walk through this together.. Even in future, I get lower salary.. We will still be able to get on with life.. With our home coming, I knew I shouldn't quit my job but I really can't take it anymore till the point that I hope I'm dead.. I ever told Cyn.. How I wish I would die naturally after we've got our flat so at least Hubby & Skye won't need to be trouble over the flat loan if I was to be died.. Cyn give me a tight smack on my thigh & say dun anyhow say can.. That night, we chatted so much till I almost tears.. I told Hubby & YT the same things.. Thus upon seeing the me now.. Hubby knew I shouldn't be helding on to this anymore.. He hope I'll be happier even if it meant to work harder in future if I quit my current job.. YT hope I'm juz kidding but I ensure her that I'm not.. I told her, she still have 3 months to learn everythings from me & she can 独当一面了.. I should be tendering after I've got the CNY bonus at least.. I dun look upon the increment as promised anymore.. 期望越大，失望越大 so yah.. I'm not thinking so much about it now.. GM asked me to keep up my improvement now & hope he did not make the wrong choice to bring me up to my current position.. But i knew I'm not up to it.. Small co. is always better than in Big co. as lesser polities but Small co. is usually family business & the stress from there is not as easy as some thought.. BIL ever commented before that I can't last in my job for more than 3 months.. I proved him wrong 4 years ago.. I stayed in my previous co. - a travel agency for 2 years.. Next march would be my 2 years in my current co. perhap I can't pass the 2 years period.. My account manager say that she's able to bear for 10yrs with their temper & sort, why can't I? I'm still so young & She sure I'm able to handle it.. But.. Can I? I started to doubt myself.. If you did 10 right things, seldom have pple to praise you but once u made 1 mistake.. U r forever remembered for that.. So I told YT, It's the same, Even if you was to do 10, 100, 1000 good things in life but u did 1 bad mistake in life, will go to hell not heaven.. Whenever someone has misconcept on another, he/she will always dislike the person for whatever they did.. It's always happening in life.. We knew..

Anyway after work today, YT & I took bus to Fernvale Point, had our dinner den come over to my place.. As she still did not apply for her broadband.. Helped her to installed with her MSN successfully & like so finally as tat day @ mac the wireless got prob.. Helped her to solve her MSN firewall probs, her yahoo compose page problem, install java for her to solve the yahoo prob.. den helped her to input chinese keyboard.. For the yahoo prob, It really cracked my brain for thinking what's the prob.. Cos I estimated the prob exist as she did not has java but after she installed nv restart so till 1 point, I told her to restart & 2 of us was like "FINALLY".. *phew*.. I encourage YT to study part time to brush up her english as I told her both of us was lucky to enter this co. without much probs.. If in future, She want to continue to work in SG, she would have to further studies in order for other to felt she's worthy.. I asked her, If i should take up course in IT instead.. As all along, I have been solving most prob if IT probs occured in co. or even to my own or her lappy.. and It's sometime I know of & wished to learn more.. =)

Accompany YT to take bus home @ 10pm.. Gonna bathe now.. Tomorrow gonna go work early too...

Karine called me to clarify on some matters.. She asked me if I saw her blog entry, seriously I didn't see any both yesterday & today.. I dunno who's the one that sms-ed to ZhuZhu & say that me, Cyn, Nadia, AJ & Jacq tok bad about her.. (Anyway, It should be pretty obivous tat the one tat name doesn't appeared here is some highly suspected person? or there's ain't anyone but juz plain rumour?) If one is clear, what for to be bother about what other say if it's not true? I dun care who that person is.. It's really so boliao u know.. Spending your precious time to spread around gossips / rumours than to do something useful.. I have so much problems in my own life & work.. I dun even have time to bother about all this.. At the point on stressing should I stay on to let the stress kill me or should I leave to lead a happier life with less saving.. I do not have time for this.. Perhaps in the 1st place it's wrong to know so many mummies friends.. I should stay in my own world than to be here I am today.. Being good doesn't pay.. Peoples only take advantage of you & drag you into shit business.. I really doubt almost everyone now.. No one is worth my trust anymore.. and please I do have this habit which cyn knew.. I only tell secrets to one person.. So if the same exact secrets leak out.. yeah I knew it's who.. But this doesn't matter for now.. If you're mature enough to think, perhaps juz stop playing mind game & expose that person.. Why let anyone doubt your words & sorts.. I'm really too tired for all this.. I told YT.. so what if I have many friends.. I only need 1 real true best friend & that person is non other than her.. The workload, the stress we shared for almost 2 years.. The 3 months when I got on to the wrong track & dumped most of my workload to her till Sep, She got pissed off with me but yet she didn't gave me up.. I finally woke up, apologised to her & we worked hard together hand in hand again.. Despite when time shipments is alots, we have to work almost 12hrs in the office but we're happy & glad for we knew we're the true friend & workmate.. I hate to leave the co. & restart eslewhere and she asked me how can I bear to dump her alone there.. I told her, if she want.. I can help her find a new job & we shall left together but still it's her decision.. As her best friend, I support all her decision despite I've been a great influence to her but still she has her own thinking & know what to do for her own.. I respect her & she do the same to me, despite I'm younger than her by 2 yr, she still respect me & co-operation with me @ work.. Despite I'm her senior, I dun treat her under me but we work & walked on the same line & path.. I'm glad I've met her.. o3.o7.06.. =) Of cos.. Not to forget my bestie since pri sch.. QiuPing (Jamie), Hui Ting (Joreen) & Ai Lian (Jaelyn) althrough we only meet up few times a year but we knew we would always be there when anyone of us is in need.. Lastly, My bestie neighbour Jeelin.. Althrough we just stayed next block but the time we met a year should be able to count with 2 hands.. We met almost 7 years ago when we 1st moved into this ulu ulu new town, the time we spent staying out late in the wee hours @ amk central, town, the pavilion @ our place, our void deck & my place is never gonna to be forgotten.. The time when she always bring back delifrance breads & pastries for me after work, the time when she felt so uncomfortable wearing a tube top, i took a cab down to pass her a tee.. all this memories is like just so yesterday but due to some misunderstanding, We stop contacting each other till last year Feb.. When we decided to meet up again after so long.. Now our friendship is back to normal.. She's there when I need someone to talk to.. She nv forget about me @ this x'mas season.. Sending me a lovely x'mas card with wishes to me & my family.. Friendship is fragile but if able to clear up any doubts & misunderstanding.. It should be able to be forever hence there's this word "Friends Forever" but is it really exist? That depend.... =)

Among the group, of cos there's still some mummies who's worthy to be friends, u know who yourself are.. =)