Friday, December 28, 2007





Everything happened for a reason.. Peoples always mentioned anger words out of their mouth when angry.. I've already changed so much but I think still I've not been a good wife nor mummy.... I tried to give my best but it's always not enough.. I'll get very affected by all your hurtful words but like you promised me u won't hurt me with those words anymore & I believe.. Our life is not gonna be the same without you by our side but I'll stay strong for our Skye.. Dun worry.. I will take good care of him.. I knew u love him alot & I swear I will nv use him to hurt u~ I really hope even that we can't be husband & wife.. We still gonna be good friends like in the past ok.. Promise.. U're someone who always kept everythings to yourself & exploded @ 1 go.. Perhaps that's why I always can't understand you.. I know the love we once shared will fade off anytime.. But the memories stayed.. Tks you for everythings since the day we 1st met on o7.11.2oo1... I'll nv forget.. & I will move on with my own life with Skye.. Just wanna let u know that Mummy nv side me.. She scold me as well.. Telling me what's my bad point.. She nv side u nor me.. So hope u dun go against my mum.. I always say Ivy is stubborn & bad but seeing me crying alone, she pour a cup of water & pat on my head before going to slp.. Even we always argued @ home but I knew they love me too.. Perhaps kids like us who grew up in a single parent background is like this.. w/o father's care thus we're like this today.. Mummy worked so hard to bring 4 of us up single handed.. But we're always not so nice to her.. Even I gave her money every month, I knew tat's not enough to repay her.. She always advise & let us decided wat we wan.. Like getting marry.. getting pregnant.. getting our flat.. Did we even tell her in the 1st place? Nope.. But she respected us & let us have it our way... I admit I'm at fault in our marriage as well.. and I will never let skye grow up like the same way as I do.. I will give & provide him with the best I could afford.. While deleting everything away.. I saw this testimonial I've leave for u in your frdster when we patched back years ago... :-

Hubby.. Thanks for giving our marriage another chance..
Thank you for wanting to spent the rest of your life with Baobei & me again..
I really appreciate everything you did.. Love ya~ ("v")


I cried upon seeing this... I went back into our room.. It's so empty.. Everything is no longer the same.. Without you & your stuffs.. My only regrets is that we're unable to get a new wedding band, unable to take our wedding photography & nv get the chance to discuss & renovate our nest with all the ideas we've been planning.. We can't give Skye a home that we've promised him..

In the end.. This's still the path we're ending at... Sincerely wishing you all the best.. Almost everyone dun look up on young parents.. I tot we could proved them wrong.. I believed we've did our best & this's not the ending we wanted.. I still remember U told me, U'll be there with me holding my hand to cross the road when we're both 60 years old.. Now, all this is left at a corner in my heart.. My memories with you........ till the day I close my eyes forever....

Baobei Skye, Mummy & Daddy is really sorry.. We nv want this to happen.. Perhaps when you grow up, U'll understand someday.. Mummy is really sorry to bring this miserable life to you... I don't have to show or prove to others, how much I love you.. It's not just on the surface or just for show.. I admit I've not been a good mummy.. Always bringing works home & neglect you.. Just bcos I dun wanna surf net @ work so I came home to surf the internet & neglect you.. But no matter how.. Mummy will work hard & do my best in teaching you well.. Taking good care of you in future.. Trust Mummy... I really love you lots my dear boy... Sorry for everythings..

People, this should be my last update.. I'm leaving this blog of mine for good.. Everything shall remain as memories.. I will be the skyemummy for precious Skye in reality & not in this cyberworld.. It's time to wake up from all these, XX.. Skye need you all than anyone do...

GoodBye... =)



晓雪

Friday, December 28, 2007